Radical Rebel

मन का आलस

2011-12-10T10:09:00.001+05:30

मन का आलस
ऐसा आलस नहीं है
जैसा हमने समझा है,
यह एक सनक है,
अनैसर्गिक नियमों से
जूझता एक ठनक हैं.

यह अथक द्वंद्व को
संभालता एक साहस हैं,
यह एक धैर्य हैं, एक साधना है
मन के उथान की
खास परिकल्पना हैं.

यह ठहराव के आगोश में
पसरा एक होश हैं,
जो हालातो को
उनके हालत पे छोड़ता,
चलन के नए रास्ते तलाशता
जीवन की नयी सम्भावना हैं.

मन का आलस
इसलिए इतना बदनाम नहीं है
की ये कुछ करना नहीं चाहता
वरन ये स्वाभाव से ही
दुहराव का विद्रोही हैं.

इसे पुराना दुबारा
करने से बेहतर
नए के ख्याल में
बार-बार सोना
बहुत पसंद हैं.

बदलाव की इतनी
औकात कहा
जो नियमो के सहारे चले,
ये तो बस
आलस के हठ
का नजारा हैं,
फुर्ती का
सिमटता दायरा हैं.

PS:
Written under candle light in power cut due to infamous Laziness in electricity bill payment.
19/11/11
-mithilesh

आज माथे से पसीने ऐसे बहे

2011-07-24T15:38:00.000+05:30

आज माथे से पसीने ऐसे बहे
की आंसू भी चुपके निकल आए,
अरसे से ठहरे थे
आज अबाध बह गए.

खूब आते हैं पसीने आजकल
वजह-बेवजह, बेमौसम
पानी बहा जाते हैं ,
तिनके के निचोड़ को
पुरे टहनी की तोड़
बता जाते हैं .

कहा मिलता हैं अब
पीने को सस्ता पानी,
कहा धुल पते है हम
नंगे हमाम में,
फिर भी बहाते हैं हम
मंहगे पसीने के कतरे .

चेहरे की रंगत गयी
कई गढ़े खुद गए
और ,
आँखों के पानी
पास के सबसे गहरे काले गढ़े
भरने के होड़ में लग गए.

आज माथे से पसीने ऐसे बहे . . .

PS: Written on Tuesday, 19/07/2011 in NZM Bareilly Intercity on way to Bareilly ...

चार दीवारों की एक कोठरी

2011-04-23T17:07:00.002+05:30

चार दीवारों की एक कोठरी
कोठरी में झूलता एक पंखा
जिसमें एक बाप के दिल सा
सख्त पल्ला हैं ,

अंदर एक मेज भी हैं
मेंज से जुडी एक कुर्सी
व कुर्सी पे ओंधी लेटी तौली,

मेज पे कुछ कुछ किताबें हैं,
धुल से नहाई इन किताबों के बीच
छिपी एक नन्ही सी डायरी हैं |

आज भी याद हैं हमें
छोटे-छोटे पन्नो की डायरी में
स्याही से लिखी
फुरसत के दिनों की
वो सुलझी हुयी शायरी,

याद हैं हमें
एकतरफा दीवालों से लगी
सख्त मुलायम सा वो बिछावन
व बिछावन पे, दीवाल के कोने में
लेटा वों औंधा मन |

कितना सरल था वो पल
जब आसन भाषा
के जज्बातों को
जाहीर करने के
थें आसन तरीके ,

आज मन बैठ जाता हैं
ख्यालों के बोझ से
जब कई आसन तरीके के बावजूद
व्यक्त नहीं कर पता
एक छोटा सा ख्याल,

और दिल फिर से
वही ढूढता हैं
हर ओर से घिरी एक कोठरी
जिसमें कैद कर सकू
आसन तरीको में
लुप्त हो गयी
सरल से पल को |

ना वो प्यार रहा, ना वों बात रही

2011-04-23T17:06:00.005+05:30

छोटा सा साथ
छोटा सा कारवां
छोटे से कारवें में
छोटी सी अहसास ,

ना वो साथ रहा
ना वो कारवां रही
ना उस कारवें की
वो अहसास रही ,

ना वो प्यार रहा
ना वों बात रही
ना वों दिल रहा
ना वों जज्बात रही |

जो मिट रहा हैं
क्या वो धब्बा था !
जो छुट रहा हैं
क्या वो कुछ खास था!

देखों इन धब्बों के पीछे
कितनी लकीरे छिप रही हैं
कुछ उकेरा था हमने कभी
बड़े इत्मिनान से
देखों अब कैसे
सारा आलस पसर गया हैं |

ना वों असर रहा
ना वों इत्मिनान रही
ना वों प्यार रहा
ना वो अरमान रही |

The Puzzle of a simple story ...

2011-04-23T17:06:00.002+05:30

The puzzle starts with Utopian loop of stories ...
In the beginning he was running and turning, making shift to every direction.
Nobody stalked him ever for a uni direction.
He was happily enrolled to his own course of life.
He was often mistaken, misinterpreted.
He proved himself many times, in multi-ways.

Time changed.
Things turned upside down and he run.
And run-ed to keep pace with the time.
And Rest were OK.
The end of the story.

Pause!

This is not Storybook endings.
Fairy tales is not coming true so simply...

मन महसूस करता हैं

2011-04-23T17:05:00.002+05:30

"उडती अहसासों में
चलती जज्बातों में ,
मन कुछ बेमन सा
महसूस करता हैं |

वो उडती थी
वो चलती थी ,
मन ही मन में
न जाने कैसे
ये सबकुछ महसूस करती थी |

ये उड़न अधूरी हैं
ये चलन कहा पूरी हैं ,
ये मन कब चुप बैठा हैं
जाने-अनजाने
कुछ भी महसूस करता हैं |

उड़न की आकांक्षा
चलन की महत्वाकांक्षा ,
मन का पंक्षी
आप ही
सब पाप महसूस करता हैं |

अगर हम इसे उड़न कहते हैं
अगर यही जीवन की चलन हैं ,
तो फिर मन औरों के मन के
दमन को क्यों नहीं महसूस करता हैं |

चालों हम उड़ जायें
कही और चले जाये ,
मन के मन से परे
महसूस के अहसास को
महसूस कर जाये | "

An Indian Institute in Poetry :P

2009-07-01T21:14:00.001+05:30

The other side of our 'Indianized' Indian Institutes, applicable for all ...

Batch Beauty:Experiement with poetry II :Aurora'06

2009-07-01T21:05:00.003+05:30

Jabse Tumko Dekha :D
"When I saw you,
Just standing there,
I didn't know what to say,
While I was watching you,
And you watching me,"
-Unknown
:

Statutory Warning: Yeh Kavita 3 saal purani hai...Kavi ke ChampuPan pe na jaye...:P ...Now everything has been changed

Experiement with poetry :Aurora'06

2009-07-01T20:24:00.002+05:30

"Dard aur Ahsason mein likhi Gayi Panktiya aaj iss Show Bazar ke Iss Business mein Thahako ke bhaw mein Bechna Pad raha hai" :
.... Dr. Kumar Vishvas
:)
A poem of different genre : Andhere (Darkness)

SMS(Short Message Services)

2009-06-11T03:21:00.005+05:30

Here are some few good SMSs sent by my dear friend to her dear friend in his breaking moments.This public showcase of someone's private feelings is neither a prejudice nor a tolerance for someone.
The intention is clear : to justify how a human feeling finds its medium to bifurcate.

1.
Lying on bed, in da dark silence, tryin 2
ignore da roarings of fan over da head n of CPU.
Juss 1 thot may b keep me awake whole nite 2day:
"How will i gnore da feeling 4 sm1, i hav acumulated
over da years? may b itz anoder lesson 4 perfection?
or smthin else?"
Hope God will b da lite in da middle of tunnel!
GN.

Sent:
12:47:58am
03/06/2009

2.
2:30, am. Anoder burst:
Man alwaz lives wid imagination...
Whatever he observes, he alwayz assumes
him as one of da player.
Tat's how he feel, cry n laugh 4 sm1 who nvr
appeared 2 him as more dan an acquaint.

Sent:
02:49:10am
03/06/2009

3.
2:50 am., How it feel if sm1 leaves u :
i'm quiet obssesed 2day, Y?
may b due 2 a senior who's livin in da same
corridor since last 3 yrs left 2day, or sm1
whom i supposed 2 b liking'll leave within fortnight.
Whatever iz da reason, now i can say:
leavin alwayz ensures emotional attachment.

Sent:
03:04:01am
03/06/2009

4.
3:05 am., wht'z da problem wid me:
"Y i'm commitin da same mistakes again n again?
On knowin da reality, still havin expectation 4m oders, y ?
though i nvr qulified within ma own xpctation.
Is it call 4 self improvement or wht?
or, thr's no problem at all eid me!"

Sent:
03:17:59am
03/06/2009

5.
3:30 am, i'm nt so clear:
"Each tym it happens 2 me, tat wen i'm nt agreeable 2 oders,
i show instant over reaction, tat finally reveals ma frustration n
immatuarity."
May b it'z due 2 ma unclear thot n lack of presentation skills, or
i'm juss nt into me ?

Sent:
03:32:13pm
03/06/2009

6.
3:40 am., 'wht next?'
"In 1st yr, wen ma 1st crush got crushed,
i began 2 realize tat opposite sex alwayz brings curse in life.
Since den lot more has been changed, bt dis lesson alwayz
remained wid me as certain codes. Midway thru acadmic
jrny i again found ma likness in same failure, dis tym
everythin was real, bt i hizacked by blame game.
Now, wht next?
I think dis is da life tym setback 4 me,
or i'll keep inspiring da next ?"

Sent:
03:53:25am
03/06/2009

Parting Gifts: The Letter

2009-06-08T15:41:00.007+05:30

Here is the letter, assume to be personal, sent by my dear friend to her dear friend : )

"When the wave of GenX is turning into digitalized form of communication, I ‘m coming back to that old, marginalized to certain bourgeoisie section of society, Nehru’s form of communication, an abstract message with immortal meaning, without any speech or voice recognition technology, Sort and simple, elegance and enigmatic. Here I’m with few good feel-good, eloquent words with some try to skipped harsh words.

Dear X!
Starting with some pledged notations,
This letter is not meant to provide any inspiration, trend or clue or conclusion to under mentioned personality. This is an honest observation of a quiet neutral mind which is still under transformation.

So start…
4 am. in the comparatively cold morning of June 6th on the Gregorian calendar. With Led Zeppelin’s classical rock ‘Whole lotta love’, is providing background score from penultimate hours. The so called enthusiastic chap saturated in boredom is getting some new crèche to light his old charm of emotive literature.

About X:
I’m neither perfect nor perfectionist. What I’m not up to, I can’t expect the same into others. Scraping the crap word (good, beautiful, hardworking blah- blah) . You are simply simple, briefly best in your own way until or unless you do not collide with person of different genre, guess like me where you need an improvement. But what kind of improvement, I can’t locate when other are in their transformational phase.

There is a lot more change in you than I first met you. Over all, a positive shift.
But there is no change at all when change in reference of change is also counted.
Keep continuing with what are you doing till date. Your present work would be your guide to your future work. Stop taking help from reference and recommendations; nothing would be derailed from its track.

One thing where I find myself clueless is your utter boggling, forced enigmatic behavior of testing suffered ‘boys’ with induction of elusive Para eve character that makes the whole story triangular And finally indulging all three into never ending blame game.

Rest is really O.K.

Wishing you everything ,in your aspiring life.

Yours
Y
"

Parting Gifts

2009-06-08T15:04:00.005+05:30

Here are the gifts and associated messages sent by one of my close friend to her special friend:

Wonder Pack I(DVDs)

The Message:

Flashback:

Way back in 2007, this is how it all started, at one place there was a source and at another place there was resource. Need inspired the lead to new source of communication, a local outsourcing, a shameful act in macho terminology. Whatever might be the source of so called inspiration, a down to earth boy was feeling ‘happy in helping’ for above the earth cause.

A few good movies were made available by burning whole day in the form of burned CD’s. And hence the underlined business took its initial stage.

Now:

Time traversed its length and Moor’s law made its effect. Need got large, technology turned larger.

There were few, now it’s more, there were CDs now it’s DVDs.

We know how it all started and we could apprehend how it would be ended or started again.

At times it was ‘a present’ for new initiation, now it’s a souvenir for parting moments.

Hope these little mementos would be a help in recollecting shattered memories of cherished moments.

Wonder Pack II(Business Card Organizer)

The Message:

To,

My CEO*

* You are cool composed complacent combined crater can create your won crèche in company of professionalism.

* You are an element of elegance, entity of eulogia, epithet of enigma entering into the extant of exuberance.

* You were once ordinary obtained an overhaul ordering into overwhelming obsequious of originality.

This sort of segment is prepared to welcome your baby steps in professional carrier. I would feel myself at your position when you will use it at your get-go work place.

Wonder Pack III(coffee mug)

The Message:

To,
Childish, cherubic, charming brat (...) .

To share our shareware, to save our sanity, to satiate sanguinity, scribbling searching memories into a 'cup' of seminal pot.

Hope this last pack would make completeness in the unison of threesome.

This is the time , The Time of my life-- part-2

2008-12-26T22:34:00.005+05:30

Time : 7:45pm
Date: 25th Dec'08
8th floor, Videocon Tower
Jhandelwan Estate.
Inside TV today Network Office .
Again that moments got a new momentum.
This time a CAT was belled ,
n sound was Meow!
Meow !!!
"Kuch mithi kuch catty ..."
Hey! again we were with madam Bedi!
but this time in a Studio of Meow(104.8 FM).
We were special guest there ...
@ that time there was a new Parvenu(A new Ashutosh Kosik ;P)
Imagine, how does it feel when u are replying calls of audiences as an expert!
A real, "Realistic Feel Good Feeling" ...
We were Hosting the Show "Top CAT" along with madam Bedi n Divya(sexy RJ)...
A mile stone (hmmm :P)
we were the first internee @ NIF who had got such opportunity.
It was also a pride-some experience as we were representing our Institute, IIITM on Top Cat.
An oracle had already said ; "it is going to be a life time experience for you"
Now prediction is the outcome ...
A much stressed-enjoyed experience of 20 days .
With a happy ending !!!

And here is YouTube Version of the interview:

this is the time,"The time of my life "....Meeting wid Dr. Kiran Bedi

2008-12-09T22:06:00.006+05:30

"Date: 8 Dec'08,
Day:Monday.
Timing: 9:43 am."
The time that I would never forget in my life .
This is the some extra ordinary moments out of ordinaries.
It's true that i have met many great people in my life ,
but
this is the time,"The time of my life ",
I met my one of the role models of my life .

It happens to be strange and emotional moment when u meet the ppl whose biographies u love to read and enjoy to follow.
Dr. Kiran Bedi was reminding me the same.
It was not an ordinary place but it was her residence where i met her when she had just worn some casual.
Madam had given us only 15 min appointment .
we were fortunate enough to extend that to 20 min . :)
I along with two of my friends were with her in due to our winter NGO Internship under her .
We are really fortunate enough that we are doing our social internship under her.
The first talk:
Madam:now u ?u plz!
me:well!...I . I .I... (speechless )...................
.
;
.
finally introduced ...
.
.
.
.
Madam:It's going to be life time experience for you.
.........................................................................................
It's really going to be life time experience ........(i guess!!!)
.........................................................................................
it's new beginining ...!!!
hmmmmmmmmmmm
hope for the best.!!!...................
:)

Y so formal ???

2008-09-26T01:05:00.003+05:30

for -> form -> formal -> ...
(3 -> 4 -> 6 -> ...)
Imagine it without the 'f'
'or' -> 'or,'m' ->' or,'m','al' -> ...
(2 -> 3 -> 5 -> ...)
Is pattern changing ???
Meaning is changing !!!
meaning to meaningful...
meaningful to meaningfulness ...
or Just reverse!
or vice versa ...
whatever ...
The affinity of 'f' always enhances the process , the process of perception.
Imagine life without 'f'...
'lie'???
Correct !?!
Everything equals to nothing without 'f', if we forecast for forever ...
That's So ...
A wise Geek always formulate a formula to be focused as 'Formal'...
where oral fails , 'formal' flows ...
It seems to be so much magical that even if I'm advocating for 'formal'...
But that's not always the truth ...
On the other hand 'Formality' means you have to compromise with 'Normality'...

"I'm formal,
I'm not normal."

In deep fragmentation form it can be generalized as follows:

"Consider Mr. X is trying for Miss Y.
The first job for Mr. X is to have a f-look(female- look) on him.
How can it be possible ?
Only through a f2f(face to face) communication.
Aerial or facial!!!
Now here comes the problematic process.
The guy has to show his formality in his normality to scale further in the process of enticement.
He has to pass 'Hi' willingly or unwillingly.
He has to smile defying his frowning charm.
The guy has to act 'formal' until gal reacts to the normal.
The side business flourish .
The audience get new 'mashala' to change their taste of eye and ear.
But the gal never get anything except virtual 'formality' in cost of candidness, honesty and essential sassy-ness."
Is the essence of this formal panegyric of 'Formal' passable ?
Think So.
then,

Y S0 'formal'?

Alumni Meet '08 @ IIITM -III

2008-09-13T11:25:00.002+05:30

Celebration is a way of life, finding it's way into all shades and colors. From individual celebrations like anniversaries to religious ones they all transcend into a manifestation encompassing a varied spectra.Similar is the idea of celebrations that are specific to your sense of belonging to something you identify with.Fests are organized celebrating cultural or academic orientations of colleges and Institutes(we have our own share with Infotsav and Aurora!!!).But what about the celebration of coming together of a family held together with bonds of a shared Alma Mater? For the first time here in our institute,we are gathering for this occasion that will result into a caucus of the alumni, the present students along with past and present faculty members and administrative honchos.

The Idea Inside
"Sometimes,something seems so simple to say,
someone scrap it as similar simplified yet simply undefined."
It always appears simple as an idea of having a formal meet of Alumni at missing fortification of their early professional life, but it's difficulat to re-search them via similar missing broken links.

The Job Identification
After getting an idea, we move up into correlated 'idea identifications' to have a touch to the main herculean job. We identified a lot and still identifying some.

The job was getting the database of all the alumni. It's always difficult to import the data from archival roll lists. After getting the names, we need the current addreses to locate their exact position.

The Implimentations
IT and IT oriented web technology web 3.o provied the way to catch those missing links.Various social networking communities such as 'orkut' and 'facebook' gave us a few of the present adress and contact details of the alumni.Then came the phase of approaching and informing them. The response varied from being lukewarm to overt happiness at the prospect of such an initiative. Though them, we also attempted to connect to more alumni. This proved to be much more beneficial. Now, we were able to reach out a large precentage of the alumni both in and out of the country.The response was exponential. We told one, he told another five, those five reached out to the next twenty five. Within a month, all came into a circumference, containing all alumni with the knowledge of Alumni Meet.

The next job was to prepare for the mega event and keeping up to date in the alumni commitee. we adopted the similar root-defined methodology and caved some new ones. The result is tremendous.

The rest of the job was trendy. We moved in same technical and cultural fest style and came up with a brand new way to organize a fest in IIITM with few new way identifications where path seems to be 'not provided'.

The End Note
"Sometimes some segeregated lead to some new safeguards where some supposedly selected fail to seal"

First Alumni Meet'08 @ IIITM - II

2008-09-12T20:40:00.002+05:30

First Alumni Meet'08 @ IIITM

2008-09-12T20:23:00.002+05:30

"The days of 30th and 31st of August 2008 were one of the most memorable days in the history of IIITM. On these days the institute organized its first ever alumina meet. The event was graced by the presence of many notable names.

The event was graced by the presence of many notable names. The guest of honor was Prof. D.P. Agrawal, Chairman UPSC and the founding director of IIITM, Gwalior. The chief guest for the occasion was Dr. M.N. Buch, Chairman, Board of Governors of IIITM. The event was successful beyond any expectations as more than 40 alumni from various batches of IPG / M Tech / MBA, who occupy important positions in top companies around the world registered their presence. The event is the first step in establishing a Alumni association for direct link between the alumni and the institute.

The event started on the 30th with a tree plantation session, followed by a cricket match between the alumni and the students. Next there was the formal inauguration of the event presided over by the director of IIITM Prof. S.G. Deshmukh, in which the alumni shared their experience. Further, the Alumni Association was formed. The Inaugural session was followed by a photo exhibition of progressive years of IIITM. Apart from that, open sessions were held for free interaction between the alumni and student. In the evening there were various cultural events which were thoroughly enjoyed by all. But most notable performance of the evening was by the SPIC MACAY who performed a classical dance.

On day 2 (31st of August) an open interaction session was held between the alumina and faculty this was a plenary session. This was followed by felicitation of the alumni. Many eminent personalities like Prof. J.P. Gupta Vice chancellor of Jaypee group of university, Members of faculty and invited guests were present on this occasion."

P.S.:-Above matter is not my own creations but it's general documented matter for press release. :)

the first trip ....

2007-10-22T11:43:00.000+05:30

"Way to Pachmarhi,
Way to Punctual Provocation"

once again ,it was first time for me to be on a countrywide tour with our 'Super social Six ' group(baba,harry,pr.satya,vik n me ).
Since it was beginning, so we couldn't hover too much spinning .we decided to have a very simple start-up and it couldn't be more simpler than very integral letter of ours 'M'.
we started within MP .The destination was Pachmarhi .
Pachmarhi has been accorded the status of Queen of Stapura hill range.It has a few parallels in the country. Nature has been extremely generous to Pachmarhi. Visitors experience a heavenly feeling among the lush green hillocks,which adorn Pachmarhi . chirping of birds,a wide spectrum of wildlife,murmuring rivulets,falls,hypnotic hills and shadowy trees creates a lasting spell.
Beginning with our day to day annotations here comes the sequence.....

First Proposal !!!

2007-10-14T22:13:00.000+05:30

So here comes da much waited first proposal of my very closed friend...
the result of this proposal is still unknown ...
though i'm waiting for the result ...

......50-50 situation ...
But an interestingly win-win situation ...

Since the boy is a typical 'Indian shy boy'
hence,
This unique proposal was through SMS....
Here is the exact details in original form and formats:

Request1:
Boy: There is an universal truth :"a seed nvr remains
alwaz as seed,rather it grows 2 a tree"
similarly;
a relation matures wid time...
A 'Friendship' demands 'more than friendship'.
At dis pt of time i'm confused...
Plz help me out! :)
sent: 11:42:05 pm
13-10-2007

Boy:PS:
I'm confused abt 'YOU'
B-)
Sent: 12:00:29
am a4-10-2007

Response1

Girl:Dear,hmm... seed trns 2 a tree bt nt alwys.
somtimes,remain same n fw seds
also gt decmpse ;)
N a true frndshp nvr demnd,yet it needs
care,authenticity,honsty.n i think u hav mny
frnds,so wd hwmny u demnd mor dan fshp.
So no need 2 thnk 2 gt cnfse
abt me ;p
Sent: 03:27:02 am 14-10-2007

Request2:

Boy:Well...bt our seed(frndp) is nt among dose
unfortunate seed wich gt dcmps wid time.
n i hav 2 many spl frnds 2 count,bt i nvr
felt lik this.U cn say it mental illness,
age fault or infatuation,bt m realy srs abt U.
Rest of the things dpnds upon ur perception.
BTW,
thnx 4 everything!:)
hav a nice day!
Sent:
07:16:59 am
14-10-2007

Response2:

still waiting !!!
hope a confirmation or
at least an RAC..... :)

Thanx God I survived !!!

2007-07-26T00:09:00.000+05:30

2day 25^th july ’07 ;day wednesday ,
gave most important things to me …
That thing r non other than ma ‘life’…

U can say how is it possible 4 life
2 get life again n again ….
answer 2 this question
lies around Boolean “YES”…

Now cumin 2 da sub ….
2day I survived thrice 4m accident …

First time ...
there was a tata sumo, which saved me by decreasing its speed while I was crossing a round about n at tat time I was totally unaware tat there was a tata sumo, cuming 2 me @ 90 degree ..

Second time …
Ma bike was below 30kmph,n I was juss turning in 2 a narrow street, I hit a bicycle n smhow manage maself 2 nt cum b4 a 4wheeler

N third n last time …
I was walkin on da same narrow street ,a speedy bike just passed beside me hitting on ma left ear …

There is no need 2 worry abt me as lastly I am survived …
Thanx God m survived !!!
Bt now m nt happy n juss wanted 2 finish ma self(plz gimme me sm suicide tips) …
bCoz the cause of all accidents r “GIRL”(the most scarier thing 2 me )…

Each time I was on the bike,
ma hands r on clutch n accelerator,
ma feet r on break n gear ….
bt...bt…bt ...
ma damn eye r on continuously changing GIRLS …

“Sm were in mask ,sm were in flask
Sm were showing belly ,sm were showing nothing really;
Sm were awesome ,sm were wholesome
Sm had sexy butt ,sm had sexy tits;
Sm1 was sayin oh cum on –cum on
Sm1 was sayin go on – go on;
I was amazing @ her mileage
While she was crushing ma pick-up.

See how lucky he was
tat he gets a natural n tender seat belt
n super elastic back support …

N look @ me …
how dirty I m …
tat m 1ly seein nt doin ….
n finally got survived
by God mercy …”

Ist dAtE

2007-07-17T10:13:00.000+05:30

i was ...
dieing to define it ,
assertive to attract someone,
trustworthy to have time ,
egger to make error.

today ...
it was another day
with special form ,
having new plates
in old uniform.

it was blind
with magic stick,
ready to fight
with eye.

it was not curious
to make new trend,
as she came
an hour late.

as the trend suggest
i was the first ,
who recognize her,
but she was the first,
who broke the silence.

it was not in decided way
rather it was in mature,
another way.

it was so due to
exchange of an object,
but she couldn't deny
my coffee request.

one thing i forgot to say,
that she was not alone,
and was with her friend(girl offcourse )

so we went to coffee house,
shared our shareware ,
relished the delay delivery,
and made that a little
happy house.

i am saying it 'DATE'
but not sure
she even gave it a shit !
but one thing is sure
she promised me
another 'DATE'
without her cozy friend.

............ mithilesh

Girl is !(everything)

2007-03-16T20:59:00.000+05:30

Starting with right hand,now i'm using both hand ,to express immature feeling,
in quiet mature media...
since this is the first time .....
so, here i'm including the thing ,not thing but everything which always seems to be first for me, and that thing is non other than girl.
You can say it age fault or a by default process ,i used to be always crazy(not ascetic) about this thing ...
i remember the days of my life when i used to be shy towards this thing .
now this is past phenomenon for me ....

In very short span of time i came across 'Breaking without making'...
i said 'bye for ever' without a single 'hi'.....
i chosen fact without figure
and sticked to first forever,
i chosen the popcorn
only after seeing it ,
and not after weighing it.
i amazed at face
without listening
a single word from that,
i liked her in first sight but,
not sure she remember our first
point to point contact(eye to eye) .
friends said it loosingly
i said lovingly,
that's why i'm still alone
unwillingly .