Girl is !(everything)

Starting with right hand,now i'm using both hand ,to express immature feeling,
in quiet mature media...
since this is the first time .....
so, here i'm including the thing ,not thing but everything which always seems to be first for me, and that thing is non other than girl.
You can say it age fault or a by default process ,i used to be always crazy(not ascetic) about this thing ...
i remember the days of my life when i used to be shy towards this thing .
now this is past phenomenon for me ....


In very short span of time i came across 'Breaking without making'...
i said 'bye for ever' without a single 'hi'.....
i chosen fact without figure
and sticked to first forever,
i chosen the popcorn
only after seeing it ,
and not after weighing it.
i amazed at face
without listening
a single word from that,
i liked her in first sight but,
not sure she remember our first
point to point contact(eye to eye) .
friends said it loosingly
i said lovingly,
that's why i'm still alone
unwillingly .